gram's 80th birthday last saturday and the celebration was simply brilliant. Our family booked the president suite at Raffles Town Club and the room was humongous and it felt as if i was living in a mini luxurious palace with a small swimming pool, jucuzi(or wadeva the spelling is) and this magnificently long dining table which made us felt as if we were nobilities from the 15th century of England. The only thing that i was really happy about is the little ktv system that sucks big time as they didnt update the songs inside and the latest songs inside r probably 3 years back which is definitely shietty as i cant even sing songs sang by Wilber Pan the Great... But nevertheless, happy birthday grandma, i love you always and im sorry for the times when i was rude to you. Please do know that u r the best grandma that i have ever known and i sincerely care for u from the bottom of my little heart, so i wish that u would remain as healthy as ever and longivity and happiness from us. ^^...love, yr dearest grandson, du sheng xD

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-.-...papers r finally over, gonna fail and retain for a year=.= die le, cannot slack next, o lvls coming...must start planning my time and study diligently and smartly so i can realise my dream of going to a school that is willing to take me for courses relating to drama and acting. I just realised, my life is most likely meant for the entertainment or media industry to train me up...cant think of any other job that suits my character actually. Sigh, i really miss my days of being crazily dramatic every single hour of every day

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seriously, y some people cant grow up even though they r at their teens? and they hav to act like some kindergarten kids insulting others till they break down and they still dunno wad's a bloody limit? These people ought to burn in hell and rot for having such dense and childish brains coz even after that victim broke down, they still gang up in a group and continuously psychologically attack him/her. WTF?!?!?! And after they apologised, one week later they will start again...assholes

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Teacher's day, a day when all students expresses their gratitude and heartful thnx to their marvellous teachers who impart knowledges them. Although thats a few days ago, i wish all my teachers and ex-teachers a happy teacher's day and ill never forget their kindness and patience for all these years on teaching stupid and dumb me over here.

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there is someone who is related to me by blood that i hated since the day when i can speak and walk till now, i shall not revweal who that person is but she is simply a life ruiner and a bitch...
i lost my childhood thnx to her, im weird thnx to her, i lose frens also thnx to that certain...now wad really pissed me off is that she talks exaggerated rubbish behind my back and now even my dad believed her and treats me wif a bloody different attitude, like as if im not his sopn and he cant feel how i feel, my family is juz screwed up, i dare say that no one other than myself can actually feel wad the other family members feel, they cant b bothered each other and talks everyday as if nothing is wrong or happening when it actually did happen. i swear even my own parents dun even care abt me dying or living and juz love seeing me agonise in excruciating pain whenever im sick as i will always drag sickly body to school and spread my lovely illness to everyone around me in hope that the entire school will close down...wad selfish people they are

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hiz, i know that it has been 4 months since i last posted and now im trying to revive it coz im gonna pour out all troubles i hav and things i hate out here to sooth myself and i dun care abt being very insulting

{/8:19 AM}

sorry guys for not posting for a week but my schedule is really tight that i cant afford to do blogging...other than handling school work...i hav to deal wif certain issues at home that r really unpleasant

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